I will start by saying that I’m not a writer so please forgive my inabilities, I struggled a bit with exactly what to write…here is our story.
We’ve got two fantastic daughters. Our older is outgoing and friendly, loves school, her friends and anything to do with computers. Our younger daughter is one of the most loving children that you’ll ever meet, is full of hugs and smiles and can get herself (and most of the people around her) into the giggles in no time flat.
Our younger daughter was diagnosed with autism shortly after she turned 3. The signs were there long before, but I was a bit resistant to admitting that something wasn’t quite right. She was really a dream baby, as the second child, she rarely cried and was happiest when she was being held. She hit all of the major developmental milestone through the first year. She was late rolling over and a late walker, but she still fell within the “normal” range.
The first thing that we noticed was around 12 months, she wasn’t pointing or trying to get our attention. But we didn’t think much about it since she was generally happy and healthy. Around 18 months, she started into what we thought were the terrible twos with the tantrums. We were concerned that her language wasn’t developing as quickly as her older sister’s did and her tantrum phase did seem to be lasting longer, but we assumed that with a very talkative older sister, she just couldn’t get a word in edgewise. We also noticed strange things when she played, she much preferred to line things up in a very distinct order rather than actually “play” with toys. But again, didn’t think much about it because she was happily playing. Back then, we didn’t know much about autism and certainly didn’t know that these were classic signs.
The tantrums worsened and language delays continued through the twos and finally at her three year check-up, I mentioned to the doctor that we had concerns about her developmentally because her development seemed to sort-of stop at about 18 months with few gains since that. We were sent off for rounds of specialists visits and after completing what felt like 6 feet of paperwork and too many specialist visits to count, we were given the “official” diagnosis of autism. We then started Speech Therapy, Occupational Therapy and Applied Behavioral Analysis (ABA). We discovered that the source of most of her tantrums was severe anxiety and, once we got that under better control, she really took off in therapy. She was able to attend a regular preschool with the help of an aid who was trained to work with autistic children and then she transitioned into a specialized classroom and she’s doing very well. It’s been a long fought battle to get the services in place that she needs for her education and it’s going to continue to be a battle for the remainder of her years in school and into early adulthood.
Our daughter still likes a lot of order in her world and certainly is most comfortable at home. We’re hopeful that she’ll continue to progress into a productive adult. We’ve seen the signs and have been told by therapists and teachers that she is extremely intelligent and we all look forward to the day that she is able to fully express herself in a way that we can all understand. We will have to wait and see what the future holds for her.
When people ask me about where our daughter falls on the autism spectrum, I never know exactly how to answer. She is verbal and able to make her needs and wants known (sometimes too well!), but there isn’t a lot of two-way conversation. She has a lot of the “classic” autism symptoms…hand flapping, repetitive speech patterns, strange noises, etc. She is uncoordinated and has poor motor planning, meaning that she can dress herself and do basic activities of daily living, but it takes her a lot longer than other children her age and she often puts things on backward or has great difficulty in simple tasks because she’s not able to plan out the steps in sequence without a lot of training. She also has difficulty interacting with her peers, but we’ve seen some big steps recently where she has initiated interactions with the other children at her school…this is a huge step for her! 🙂
I hope that in sharing our personal autism story that you’ll have a little better understand of what autism is and is not. The most recent statistic that I’ve seen is that 1 in 68 children is on the autism spectrum and autism doesn’t discriminate, it affects all ethnicities and socioeconomic groups equally. Our daughter’s autism diagnosis has changed our lives in ways that we’d never imagined. But we couldn’t imagine life without her or her sister now.